I Am

I am Mark
I wonder if i will play guitar for a living
I hear the voices inside my head 
I see dead people
I want to play guitar forever
I am Mark

I pretend I see dead people and hear voices in my head
I feel nothing 
I touch everything
I worry about everything
I cry when the voices call me names
I am Mark

I understand I'm a freak
I say I'm cool
I dream one day i will be cool
I try to be cool 
I hope I'm never cool
I AM MARK!